ERASED TAPES!
- anserito, i am forever indebted to you.
when i told you about the only friend i had made that helped me feel understood, i told you he left his passion too. the thing that i want, the thing that he thought he wanted, it was just a thought, not really what he wanted to do. you went quiet and you said he gave up. i never felt that way about him, especially since i saw myself in the decision he made. i was doing the same thing- giving up? but you never let me think that i did the same. all you did was go quiet, and you said he gave up. you were so disappointed. you made me feel like i wasn't done yet. maybe things could change. i don't really know what i want, but i feel like you know what i want. is it naive to think that you might know me better than i know myself right now? or is it because i'm sick of being told everything that i do know about myself isn't accurate. i don't know. you said "people like us" and it felt so stupidly real. like maybe somehow somewhere deep down everything you were saying to me wasn't just a performance. i want to believe it wasn't, and that it isn't. i am afraid. i'm excited. i'm eager to see the art that we make.Be Safe - The Cribsthis song does me better than a marlboro gold 100
lyrical preferences, i like to make connections that mean whatever i want them to mean. i think that is the beauty of lyricism, it's never meant to really mean one thing. i have a gripe with artists who prioritize single-meaning compoundings of words.
I'm a giver, he's the moon
And I reach and I reach and I forgive the girl who let you
closing off with the sweetness of self-forgiveness. something i think we all struggle with. a lot.